Worst news

I went in for surgery this morning, to address blocked tubes, cysts and fibroids. I was kind of excited, thinking this might be the procedure we need to be successful after four really hard years. Instead I walked out with an endometriosis diagnosis and one tube. The one they left is still blocked. I’m so sad. I wasted all these years hoping for something that was just impossible. Now I have to look into IVF and I’m so uncomfortable with the idea of throwing all the money we have at something that also might not work.