Selfish rant!

I am so over taking ovulation tests! I have taken like 13 and the last 3 I am starting to see darker lines but I'm just getting really frustrated and impatient. I have been trying to conceive for 5 years and this is only my second month using opks and my first month using digitals. If I see another blinking smiley face i think I'm gonna scream! Lol However, just for my sanity does anyone see a difference in them. Do you think I'm getting closer?