I just want a baby! 😔

Hi ladies, I am writing this just to vent and for anyone who wants to share their stories with me.

Im so tired of getting bfn’s.... My husband and I started trying in July of 2016.. Tried opks preseed prenatals everything you can think of, by July of 2017 I became so fed up with it all I erased this app threw away all opks pg test and just gave up... On October 1st i found out I was pregnant! :) we were soooo happy to only have a Miscarriage 3 weeks later, my periods became irregular and it became harder for me to tell when or if i was ovulating... Dr recommended I loose 20 lbs so I did I lost 23 lbs eating healthy and lost of exercise... and month after month I still get bfns. I dont know if i can continue with this I feel like its damaging my marriage.. I am just obsessing over me getting pregnant, and Im just tired. I just need someone to talk to... Id love to hear from any of you I want to hear your stories😩😢