first kiss

Okay so with my first boyfriend we were chillin in his car really cute and everything like i was on his lap and he was bent over and like laying on my stomach (which couldnt have been comfortable but he said he was fine so 🤷‍♀️). we were joking around and watching me before you it was so cute and he like closes his eyes and goes to kiss me. i was not expecting this shit whatsoever and this was the first time i’d ever been kissed so i was like fuck fuck fuck whats happening IT WAS SO WET I THINK HE LICKED ME so i turn my head into his stomach and accidentally said out loud “gross”. oof i think i ruined his ego 😬 but we hung out again and played truth or dare and i dared him to kiss me and it was hella cute and he didn’t lick me that time lmfao