Time to let it go?


Hello ladies,

I have been going back and forth about whether it's time for me to just let go. I would like to have at least 1 more child. Here's my situation. I had my first child in 2002, emergency csec. I had a 5 week miscarriage in 2004. My second child was born via planned c sec in 2007. Prior to that pregnancy I had skipped a cycle and was put on Reglan. I had another 5 week miscarriage in November 2011, followed by an ectopic in April 2012. One tube was removed and the other tube left intact. I am now 38. Been trying for 9 months now and nothing is happening. My cycle was due last Thursday. All pg tests have been negative, and one was taken about 20 minutes ago, BFN. Just wondering what are others' thoughts on my situation. Maybe with my age and history it's just not meant for me to have another child? And realistically, I can afford to get pregnant naturally, but I do not have the thousands needed for fertility treatments.