Devastated I hate you depo!

I did as everyone told me and tried for over a year for a bfp and went to my ob today just for them to tell me to wait another 4-6 months before they will look into fertility treatments all because I was on depo and now they make you be off it for 2 years not 1! I'm so frustrated with waiting and no help 😢 I just want my bfp already