so after months of trying to conceive, after years of loving each other, the day I find out I’m pregnant, he tells me he doesn’t want to be with me. That was about 6 weeks ago. Since then, I’ve moved out, but we’ve tried communicating. Working on our problems because we “love each other” and whatnot. Arguing every now and then, but our main issue was his lack of communication. He would go days without talking to me, days without responding to me. We “broke up” but we were still together if that makes sense.

Now, I’m done. He finds issues in everything and swears he wants to be there during this pregnancy but isn’t at all. I gave him the option to walk away from all of this, but he began accusing me of lying & cheating & stuff, when in fact HE was the one who cheated on me & I forgave him. I just don’t get it. Literally on Sunday he said he loves me and wants to be with me, and now we somehow are at this point. I’m heartbroken & confused. I never imagined I’d have a child without a father. I grew up in foster care & always wanted to give my child the family I never had. He knows that, since I’ve known him since I was 4. His family is very close with my biological family.

I just don’t get it. I did everything he ever asked from me & so much more. It doesn’t make any sense.

We went from this not even two months ago,

to this today

also, he has another child. she is literally the only good thing is his life now. she’s a wonderful, bright, smart girl & i love her with all my heart. sucks i won’t be there to see her grow up