Dear God this second pregnancy has been awful! I have yet to say it out loud and I feel guilty typing it. I have tried to be positive and chipper for 15 weeks but I give up.

I’m feeling crummy all the time and I haven’t enjoyed any of my pregnancy. Im starting to feel depression kicking in between the never ending nausea, not enjoying the taste or smell of anything, cramps, painful bloating, and effects of the excessive vomiting and weight loss (weakness, sore throat, stomach pain, incontinence while vomiting, headaches)

I’m just spent. Nobody has any empathy and I’m simply told that I was made for this 🙄 my family is super religious and tough.

If I’m not dying they don’t wanna hear about my pain because back in their day they did it with little to no prenatal care.

so I put on a smile and say “I’m okay, this is a blessing, it’s beautiful” etc...but I’m not okay!

I only leave my home to get groceries or see my doctor because it’s not realistic to do much else with how often I vomit.

I just don’t know what to do anymore and I have nobody to talk to 😖