conflicted a bit

not sure where to add this. yes I am currently pregnant I had an complicated relationship with my sisters ever since I had bad injury to my eye as teen, there great moms and aunts but sister wise I'm tbe one there for them .it got to where I felt unwanted so I told my husband I need cut ties for a bit but I stayed connected to the kids pf course and allowed them to see mine. that was few months ago then recently my second oldest sister been slowly texting me and asking my mom how I am cause I'm high risk and been ill with infusion iv & bedrest. .my question is do any of y'all have that issue? I have thought maybe she realize it hurtful being I guess ghosted . idk I'm little on if side to let her in. her kids are teens but I keep our issues between us. part of me wished it was better relationship like my husband family. just don't want be stressed if she disappoints me like she usually does. my oldest doesn't talk to me at all. I get she has family and life but has time for my other sister. idk if due from me losing my right eye as teen on there watch. I had talks in past but they just don't see it or I got accident text that was meant for my other sister. joking saying I get her son too many small gifts but he loves them. I'm very close with all my nephew and nieces it just kind of broke my heart that she joked like that then 20 mins later said it was auto correct. my husband Hates that they have hurt me but always says whatever I decide he has my back andso does his family. need some advice

I would hate to be disappointed when I'm always there for her but she barely for me, but my third oldest always been there when she can she closer to my age. I just don't want to be hurt or stress.