I really want to get one. But he says he likes me the way I am. Which I appreciate and honestly think that i am lucky for him to love me for me. But I really want one. I have wanted one forever. I’m worried he’ll leave me if I get one. I am a small A cup and would want to go up to a middle C cup. Nothing to big or flashy. I just don’t like it that my stomach is bigger than my boobs and I only weigh 115lbs.

What do I do if I get one and he leaves me?? He says he won’t and I can do what I want but that he doesn’t think I need one. It makes me so worried but this is something I really want to feel more confident and love everyday instead of fighting to love myself.

(I also thought he would be on board because I always catch him staring at women’s chests while we are in public and he looks up girl with bigger breasts all the time. Which I am not ok with and he knows and is working on stopping)

I just want to feel like a woman for once. And to stop comparing myself TO EVWRYONE.