I Need Advice

hey everyone, I need advice. in December 2017 I started talking to a boy a year older than me (I’m about to be a junior). After about two weeks he asked for nudes and I sent them and we talked everyday after that but nothing more happened. A few months after that he ghosted me for almost two months. To try to get over him, I started talking to a boy a year younger than me who was interested in me. I hung out with him a few times and he was ok and I ended up sending him nudes and he fingered me and we kissed but never did anything more and it never turned into anything serious, even though he wanted to go further. About a week ago I randomly saved a photo from my chat with the boy I use to talk to and he began talking to me again and asked for nudes that same night. I’m stupid and I sent him them even though I was “talking” to this other boy. The younger boy I was talking to found out and he called me a hoe and his friend even texted me and called me a whore. I don’t know what to do. I know the older boy I’m talking to will never settle down into a relationship because he’s a player but I’m so whipped over him. I’m lowkey in love. I don’t know what to do. Should I test my chances with the boy I actually like or should I apologize to the younger boy I was talking to and get involved with him. Please help:) (sorry this is so long)