I have been with my husband 10 years. we have been ttc for 9 years. I had to miscarriages 2 years ago that was 4 months apart. I have had pcos since I was 13 an I'm now 31. I have tried all kinds of birth control which didn't help me get straightened out. I have tried lots of meds the docs have put me on an nothing. I gave all the meds an docs up cause that done nothing but break us. I just dunno what to do anymore. i feel like I am letting my husband now. even thou he says it's okay an we will get thou the hard times together an one day be blessed. I feel that blessing will never come. I feel like my two miscarriages was my only chances to be a mom an I lost that. all I wanna do is sit an cry an ask why me, why do I have to go thou this. I know I'm not alone but I feel like I am some times. I don't even have anyone to talk to an don't talk to anyone because I'm so tired of hearing "give it time", "o it will happen your still young", or the questions of " are you ever having kids", when do y'all plan on starting a family. it hurts so much an i am just at that point in my life I just wanna say fuck it I'm done. An I have been told by so many docs you probably will never have kids an some till me you can have kids. well if I can why hasn't anything happened. I'm just tired of waiting.