All the symptoms and nothing.

I'm 22 an my husband and I have been ttc for almost 2 years. I get all the symptoms each month like if I were pregnant but then I get my period. We want nothing more then to have a child (or children) and at this point I kinda feel like I should just say maybe we'll just be the couple that take trips around the world an doesn't have child. Maybe we'll just have a house full of dogs or cats or maybe pigs. 😕😂