Ovarian cyst

I have really bad ovarian cyst. Doctors have shoved birth control down my throat until I forced a stop about 3 years ago, my fiance and i have been trying for 1.5 years and I'm so upset we haven't had a positive test yet. I'm so afraid we will need professional help for something so natural. I want to cry every time I think about the possibility we won't be able to have our own children. I've been having a good feeling lately but I'm just so scared it's going to end in more tears.