making the best of the wait


today I cuddled my baby for his nap instead of cleaning, he's only 15 months and going to be a big brother. while I planned this pregnancy, my heart is breaking for my little guy. I stayed up late and played video games with my 13 year old for 2 hours. he never complains, but I know since having his brother we don't spend as much time with him. I'm sure part of that is just him being a teenager. I'm getting induced on Monday and it's hitting me how much life is about to change for all of us. so, instead of rushing the weekend along, I'm just trying to spend as much quality time as I can with my boys. their world is going to be rocked when their sister comes!