experience...

So I am completely in love with my boyfriend. we have a very complicated history that has just recently given us a chance to truly be together... I decided to go buy some little toys to experiment with because my ex and I never did and it sounds awesome to me.... my ex says he's done it all. that he has done some crazy stuff with his ex and it always feels like sexually I'm always compared. how do I have dle feeling like I'll never be good enough...