after it took a yr to fall pregnant again I miscarried again

I'm so heartbroken to write this that I had another misscariage.. I cant even explain how broken my faith is rn I prayed and prayed for years for a baby but I cant ever keep them 😭😭😭💔💔 ttc journey has broken me so much now this mc. just wow it's bad cuz I deal with severe anxiety/depression and PTSD actually feel quite fed up with everything. life in general just nothing ever goes right for me.. I'm done sorry for my rant I just fucking crushed. life just need to stop and slow down or something I cant take this rn