Can’t get over old fwb

This guy was so into me like 10 months ago and I always blew him off for the most part, then I caught feelings and realized he’s actually pretty hot. We hooked up a bunch but it was strictly hooking up. I’m now talking to a new guy who super sweet but can’t please me in bed and isn’t a good kisser and I just keep thinking of my old friends w benefits guy. The thing is, I tried to text him a couple of times like 2 months ago when I was in town and he didn’t respond. It sucks and it’s confusing bc I thought he for sure liked me at one point... it’s just bad timing I guess but another part of me is holding on and hoping that our hookups will start up again. Even if it’s just sex honestly I just wanna hear from him. I’ve caught feels sooo bad. It’s been a really long time and I’m still hung up on him and I’m just waiting for the new school year to start so we won’t be 5 hours apart and maybe something will happen again. The sex was so good and he’s just hot and it’s so fun to flirt w him I just can’t stop thinking about him