My boyfriend and I got together in January. I will try and make it short. He really wanted to have sex with me, and wanted my money to buy himself shoes and nice designer clothes, before sex he would be so nice to me calling me cute nicknames etc but after sex and after getting me pregnant (I took the pill to not have it I’m only 16) he started to be so different. He would shoutout girls on Instagram and snapchat, comment on their pictures, always post pictures of so pretty girls with nice bodies on his snapchat story and would hardly speak to me. His friend always would tell me he is playing me and he speaks to other girls I wouldn’t listen. If he spoke to me nicely it would be about sex. He would never be interested in me. We would argue a lot too. And he call me a slag, sket etc. Some reason I still love him I’m so attached to him. So, I told my best friend and she snapchattedhim pretending that she wasnt my friend. He told her he dowsnt have a girlfriend he wants to link her (meet her) tomorrow. I know it was him, by the way he type etc. When I told him he got mad at me, and said it was his friend his friend took his phone. And I got so sad he’s like “snm just believe what u want den” I haven’t spoke to him since and he been posting SO many pretty girls on his story. Ive been crying since I feel auicidal without him. It must be because I’m ugly or something that he do this to me. I feel worthless can’t get over him. The girl he like on instagram are so fucking pretty and have nice bodies and everything and I’m so fat and ugly and I wish I was like that then he would love me but obviously I don’t look like that and idk what to do I can’t get plastic surgery im too young and I don’t have money and I just wanna die bc I wish I look like that. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I miss him. Cantget over Him.

I’m crying right now because I know that no boy will evwr love me and I will never find a boy who cares because of my looks I’m so fucking ugly