Kinda sad 😞

Hi all... I’ve been trying to get pregnant for so long now. I started just doing it with the regular app and following the days I was fertile and stuff but now this past month I actually went and got the ovulation tests sticks and I did everything we were supposed to do but also I feel like my bf felt like I was only wanted to have sex to get pregnant which is not like that because I love him and I love to be intimate with him. Now again this month I got my “period” and not even is my period it’s also weird because I only spotted 1 day and that’s it. I took a pregnancy test and came out NEGATIVE I’m so annoyed and scared at the same time thinking that maybe I have a problem. My bf has a son from a previously relationship so don’t know what to do. By the way please help me with tips or questions I can ask my doctor since we are going this week to see her. I want to know also if I should get my bf to get a sperm count since he is 47 and I’m 31 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m so confused, sad, annoyed and worry.