I really need to vent. Feeling a little broken 😞

So my period is 11 days late. I am always on time give or take a day. I’ve taken tons of hpt, and have even gotten 2 blood tests done. My bbt keeps rising and staying higher than it usually is. I’ve had cramping the past 2 weeks, but not my typical pms cramping. A lot of painful little twinges on my right side. Lots of nausea that comes and goes, VERY frequent urination, creamy white discharge that I’ve never had before, and VERY sore nipples. I am so frustrated with all of the BFN’s. I usually don’t let this control my life or get in the way of daily things, but now that I’m starting to pay attention and look at the symptoms I’ve been logging, I just get to sad and angry that I haven’t gotten my BFP!!! It’s so heartbreaking going on to social media everyday and seeing the next happy couple announce their pregnancy. It’s seriously just killing me inside. My heart feels empty 😞 my birthday is tomorrow and I was just praying for a BFP. I’m really starting to think that it just won’t happen. Please give me some advice on how to get through this rough patch 😞 anything would be nice