Fertility doctor didn’t go as planned

Well myself and my husband went to are follow up appointment at the fertility clinic today. I wasn’t really expecting much cuz I’ve always been told everything was fine, they never really said much about my husbands sperm count so I didn’t think about it. Well we walk in there and the doctor says exactly what I thought he would about me. Which was there’s nothing wrong with me

But then he tells my husband that his sperm count is so low that IUI wouldn’t even work. We would only have a 5% success rate and that if we wanted we could do IVF right now we could. About that time I get a text from my husband saying he felt like he was about to cry. I felt so bad cuz now he knows (his words not mine) that he’s the reason we can’t have kids

So I told the doctor that I’ve wait 6 years so far what’s a little longer as long as I can get my husband feeling better and the doctor was very nice about it and said we’ll put him back on clomid because that helped him the last time then we’ll check his numbers again in three months (October) and then we’ll do an IUI once his numbers go back up. So I’ve been having a feeling like gods telling me to wait till November. Well guess what that will be when we’ll be able to do our first IUI cycle. I truly believe that we’ll have our baby by November and I’m perfectly fine with that. So until then my husband wants us to stop trying and just enjoy each other and I couldn’t agree more. So I will continue to pray and know that we will get our beautiful rainbow baby and I’ll be able to surprise my husband with this..

When the time is right. God bless everyone. It’s a test and if we keep our faith we’ll get through it.