well Friday night my boyfriend and I decided we were going to smoke some weed with a few of our friends. it was a lot of fun but it was super hot in the house so I told my boyfriend I was going for a walk. He decided he would come with me to keep me company. So we are out walking and he starts talking about how much I mean to him and he says "you know i would marry you right?" i said "yea i know. you have said that before." and continued to walk. we get back to the house and he asked "what would you do if I asked you tonight?" I just kinda looked at him and shrugged my shoulders as he has asked that question before and nothing came of it. our friends started playing with glow sticks so I go to join the fun and my boyfriend stayed outside for a little bit but eventually came back in. so about 3 hours later after my shower (it's around 3am) I decided I wanted to go on another walk. my boyfriend chased after me because I didn't tell him where I was going I just kind of left lol. so we are walking and I stop to over look an empty field that is lite up from how bright the full moon was on that clear night. he points out the stars and how beautiful they are. I hadn't noticed the stars because of the gorgeous moon. Then out of no where he asked me if I would marry him. I thought he was joking at first but he looked at me and said "seriously, will you marry me?" I lost it. I couldn't be happier. Then he stayed up with me for the rest of the night and we walked to a different field (we live in farm land) and sat and watched the sunrise. it was the most beautiful night/morning I've experienced yet.

Then I wake up today and I'm so sick to my stomach. I haven't felt this sick right after waking up since our miscarriage. I think I might be pregnant again.

thanks for reading my story. I just really wanted to share it with you ladies.