I'm a ftm to my beautiful 11 day old baby girl and it has been amazing. With that being said, it has been difficult as well. Breastfeeding is hard and pairing that with sleepless nights it can be overwhelming. We are all spectacular though ladies and all of us can do it. Hang in there and try to focus on the wonderful moments with your little ones. This was me on a particularly hard night after I leaked down my night gown as I tried to go to the bathroom then got spit up on as well. I was feeling pretty glamorous with my baby weight, saggy breasts and soaked night gown lol.