I don’t feel like myself

I feel like a different person. Like those commercials where the woman is followed around with the dark cloud over her head. That’s me today. Except I also feel like I’m the dark cloud. I have anger issues. It doesn’t go well with depression. I’m working on it. It’s just today, for some reason, I’m breaking down. My baby’s father and I have been fighting. He’s my boyfriend but at the moment idk where we stand. I just feel like I’m drowning and can’t catch a breath before I go under again. Any quotes or gifs or stories are welcome