First off, I don't want to offend anyone and I really hope I don't. I'm just looking for some advice, and I need to get this off my chest because i don't want to tell any of my friends and family right now and my head is all over the place.

I know every blessing... but I can't help but feel really upset/scared/worried.

Just a little background - This group helped my conceive my rainbow baby, she's now 16months❤️ I absolutely love being a Mum, she's my world. Its been an amazing journey with lots of ups and downs, but we made it!

I've been feeling a little weird these last few week, pregnancy symptoms, but I just shook it off because we've been super safe, the

only way I could be pregnant again is if the condom split. Anyway, these past few days but boobs have been so sore, I have PCOS so irregular periods are completely normal. I thought I'd take a test anyway just to

get it off my mind, and it looks like it's came pack positive.. it's very faint but positive nonetheless. I'm going to re-test again tomorrow.

I know I may sound completely selfish, and there's woman out there that would love to be in my position but I'm SO scared. I wasn't expecting this at all. I've literally got back to my "normal" self post having my little girl and wasn't planning on having anymore children for a few more years.

I'm just feeling every emotion right now.. I'm sorry if this upsets anyone but I just needed to get this off my chest.

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? Did you feel the same?

I don't even know how I should feel x