It happened again..🤬

Ok. Well so I have all of this anger bottled up right now and I can’t tell anyone else so I will tell you ladies. Me and my husband have been ttc for 4 months. My ovaries are cystic and polycystic. I am following a strict diet and so is my husband. We are also using pre seed and tracking ovulation. I was two days late today when I bought a test and open it. I go to pee on it and had started my period. I was devastated. One of my family friends who doesn’t even want kids, called everyone bragging about being pregnant. I’m jealous. I’m awful I know. But I want to be a mom so bad. Tips?