he says im ugly...

when i was still dating my hub, he tells me everyday that im beautiful, even when im mad and crying, im very out of his league, im gorgeous, he loves my eyes, my voice, im beautiful w and wout makeup. but im super sexy w makeup on. my body is perfect. after 2yrs of marriage to 4yrs now, he tells me im not even as beautiful, im just average. i look ugly when im mad and crying. i look evil and so weird w makeup on, so i need to STOP acting so pretty when i fix myself. i look like im crying w makeup on. i sound like a guy. he says if ive never been w him, i wont even look cool at all. he makes me look cool, i only look cool cause im with him as his wife. he tells me to get fat cause he loves fat women. im too skinny. then changes to he wants me to be fat so no other guys will like me, only him. idk anymore. i feel like everything hes said to me was only to flatter me. but he truly doesnt see me beautiful and im not his ideal woman. why is he like this? was he just playing w me?