Different dr

Today was supposed to be first dr visit (with same dr that delivered my son) I requested they get my medical records from dr i had been seeing(went for annual and other procedures for cervical dysplasia) I had to see this dr back in November because my sons dr didn’t accept my insurance I had back then. Well i show up and they let me know because I saw another gyno he cannot take me back as a patient 😭😭😭 I’m so upset. At this rate i can’t get another appointment with someone else until end of July I’m already ten weeks.. and i started spotting this morning(looks like it could be old though) I do not like the dr I had to see before, i wanted the same person to deliver my baby 😭😭..being pregnant is not helping all the emotions right now..