I am so sad

So since coming off depo my cycles are so messed up, And i’ve read so many horror stories about ladies not being able to get pregnant or about how it takes sooo long & I just want a baby 🙁 Do yall know anything to try? what helped yall get yalls BFP?? how long did it take you to get pregnant?? what about your cycles?? anything will help ugh this sucks. I will never get depo ever again