I’m confused

Hi I’m a women but honestly I don’t know what’s my sexuality I’m so confused, I don’t wear makeup at all or dress up I’m always in pjs but I hang out with friends who do drag sometimes ,,,, and I have this crush on this person who always gets dolled up looking so beautiful and there voice is so soft and deep/low and they always make me laugh and always talks about interesting things and it makes my heart beat so fast haha , I’ve only dated 2 people back in high school days but yeah I’m confused and I’m shy but I always talk to them and once I even sat on that persons lap and drank and laughed for a while but that was all