We’ve tried since December to get pregnant!!!

With my first born it wasn’t planned and I feel I got pregnant quick (because it was bf bday and we were drinking and you know what happens when you’re drunk lol) and this time we are actually planning baby #2 and it seems like my body doesn’t respond with the sperm! Is it because I want a baby now? That my body is feeling this way?? Has anyone gone through something similar? I just want to be pregnant already!! 😭😭 where’s the pregnancy🤰fairy 🧚‍♀️ when I need her!!!