I had a break down yesterday when I found out a coworker of mine is pregnant. That news alone isn’t that bad. But she is a lesbian and had cancer before. Not that I don’t want her to be happy and have children. It seems like everyone around my is pregnant. I have so many people making announcements on facebook and people who where already pregnant before I lost my baby. I have been doing very well until yesterday. I went to talk to my friend about it at work and ended up crying. I just wanted to see how everyone else is doing that went through the same thing. It’s hard to talk to my husband about it since he is a guy and doesn’t really understand how I feel and or want to talk about feelings.