Dear envy

My boyfriend has always gotten everything good in his life. His parents gave him an amazing childhood, his parents gave him his blue rig as soon as he got his license, he has a job working at a place he’s happy with, and more than likely going to be working with his friends. I look at his life and think “wow, he’s got it all”. But then I realize, “hey, he’s still human, and he still goes through things”. I’ve been there with him when he hit rock bottom, he has his own mental issues going on, and he doesn’t see it like I do.

Sometimes we disagree, and sometimes we agree. But please, for the love of god, stop making me feel this. It’s not fair, and I hate it.