To have or not to have

I know people are going to judge me but I need to let it out and need/want advice and I have no one to talk to so I’m here...

I have a 7 month old baby... and I’m currently 5 weeks pregnant I didn’t think it’d happen to me but it did..

I love my daughter and I feel like I haven’t had enough time alone with her..I feel like she’ll hate me in the future because she’ll have to share my love with someone else not only that but I don’t know I’ve only see myself with her not another baby..maybe because I’m so used to her the thought of another baby scares me..

I’m so confused I want to have this baby but at the same time I don’t ..what’s holding me back is my daughter... I feel like it’s too soon..

But then again I don’t want to abort it because I feel like it’s so wrong to do that..it’s a life I’m not god to take it again or kill it and i know I’ll end up regretting it sooner or later....

I have no idea what to do.. I’ve thought about adoption but I can’t do that either because I couldn’t live with the fact that my baby is out there without me..

I have a little less then 3 weeks to figure out what to do and I have no idea at this point..

Has anyone gone through this?..going through this..? Had an abortion and regretted it..hasn’t regretted it? Please comment.. I know at the end of the day it’s up to me but I’d just like the advice...