This is everything that my boyfriend said to me yesterday

Do you know how hard it’s been trying to just be with you cause I’m at the age where I wanna chase girls and live life but now I feel like I have to stay with you because you’ve done nothing but be the best girlfriend and I don’t wanna lose that Because Baby I know without a doubt you are the best girl I’ll ever be with

That’s how I felt to but honestly idk... I just feel like we aren’t meant to be and I know that you aren’t gonna take my dumb self back that’s why I am not just gonna leave you

Idk that’s all he said it was just kinda confusing I love my boyfriend to death and he lives with me and he said that he wants to be me with me just he thinks we have lost our spark and ik he loves me just idk