Many topics in one 😩

First topic :

So I’m 17 weeks but im still not show I have a little Belly but it seems more like I’m bloated and I feel so ugly. I feel like one of those MIB 👽

Second topic:

I’m so concern about how I’m look after given birth. But than again I’m so scared that I’m not getting the right nutrients for the baby. I’m suffering a lot from morning sickness and it has gotten better but as of now I could only hold in one meal. Haven’t been able to hold down the prenatal only the folic acid.

Third topic:

I’m so scared with birth and not being able to have energy because how I been and also scared of sudden infant death syndrome😣.