Idk what to do??

I really realllllly want to get a vibrator. But I don’t have anyway to buy one on my own, (13). I don’t know if my mom would approve and I’m too chicken to ask her 😂😂. Any advice?

I’ve also tried all the little hacks. Hands, brush handles, vibrating toothbrushes, shower heads almost every hack you can think of. The only way I’ve ever reached orgasm is clitoral stimulation. Which sucks because It takes forever with my hands. I just feel a vibrator would make things so much easier.