I just want to know?

Monique

So I am so confused. My husband and I have been trying for Baby number 2 since September. I feel like it’s never gonna happen 😢 this month I’m late on my period so I take a test the day after missed period negative. I’m now 7 days late and my boobs started to feel tender yesterday so I was like omg I think I might be really pregnant this time. I woke up and took a test and it’s negative again. I am just so sad everyone keeps saying down think about and you’ll become pregnant but how can I not when I have my 4 year old keep asking me when they are gonna have a sister and when you really want something it’s hard not to think about it. I’m just sad this happened to anyone else like being this late on their cycle and have two negative test?