Hey guys..

so I've had this pregnancy scare going on for a little over two months now (yeah - I know its ridiculous).

I went to the OBGYN to get Nexplanon inserted three weeks ago, and then I went last week to talk about discharge (sorry tmi). I was trying to work up the courage both times to tell my doctor what was going on, but I got too scared. I really like my doctor and I didn't want her to think I'm some stupid teenager (19) that just has reckless sex.

I've had several urine tests done and three periods, but over two months later I still find myself with this impending anxiety. I have been put on some anxiety meds and talked with a counselor but that hasn't cleared my mind yet. I really don't know why.

Should I schedule another appointment to talk with her?

It's not that she is scary or that she says she's judging me, I guess I'm just judging myself.

Thank you for taking the time to read.