Virginity Mishap

Sooooo, hey!

I’m 18, and I recently lost my virginity, or attempted to lose it I guess. The guy I decided to lose my it to is very very very well endowed. His penis is about 9 1/2 pushing 10 in length (we measured) and it’s pretty thick😅. I was like😧, where have you been hiding that?!

He came over and we attempted to have sex I guess. He pushed in and I felt pressure but not like pain, and there was blood but we both agreed I was tight and he was biiiiig, so we stopped.

So I have two questions;

1. Is this considered a lost of virginity?

2. How can I better prepare for next time?

( Because I’m ready to try again but he’s stalling because he said he doesn’t want to hurt me.)