so as of today I'm officially 7 months pregnant with a beautiful princess.. And this past week has been the most painful and will continue to be for a while to come. My fiance and father of my unborn child has tragically passed away.. this has shattered every ounce of happiness in my life. It has taken my joy and turned it to absolute pain... Imagining going through this next few month or even years without him is the single most horrible experience I could have never imagined happening. he was SO excited to have a baby girl, and now he will never be there to see her face. my 2 older daughters (5 and 9) have been raised by this man for four years now, and are completely shattered. Being that I only have 8 weeks or so to actively work, I'm petrified of all the weight of Bill's, school supplies, baby supplies, food, everything! that has now fallen into my lap to face alone. I honestly dont know how to even manage this loss, it couldn't have happened at any worse of a time...