I'm out 😭💔

I have the most beautiful 14 month old boy, but his Feb 2019 little brother or sister just wasn't meant to be. 😭

Had 2 early miscarriages before him and worried with this one. Private scan 7+5 showed clear heartbeat but tiny baby measuring 6+3. This didn't feel right to me, had a sickness bug a few days ago and have had cramping ever since, scan this morning showed no heartbeat. It stopped at 7 weeks exactly. :'( I didn't think we'd have to go through this for a third time. So numb and heartbroken right now. I've opted for the natural route so currently waiting to start bleeding. Don't want to have to have a D&C.; They still won't refer us or do anything because we have had a successful pregnancy. So hard when there's no blood. Silly me wants a miracle to happen and for them to be wrong 💔