💕Terrified & Hopeful at the same time💕

March 29th 2018 we lost our sweet baby at 8 weeks... I had a D&C; April 2nd. We have not tired since. I just can't not try again though. Ive thought about nothing but the baby and future we lost back in March. My heart is telling me to try again...We have a 5 year old who will be 6 in October. He deserves to be a big brother 💗 I'm going to be 30 the 31st of July 😢 My husband is 31. I know, I know we still have time. BUT! I am scared with trying to conceive and entering my 30's and my husband already being in his 30s! My doctor has given us the go a head.... Just looking for some advice and hope💕 I know I will never forgive myself if we don't try again.