Disappointed after doctor visit

Andrea • My rainbow 🌈 baby girl was born on August 4, 2018 (2 babies in Heaven)! Blessed to be mommy to this blessing! My heart is filled with joy 💜💜

I had an NST and saw my doctor today and my uric acid levels are still higher than normal, but went down some. More blood work on Monday (sigh).

The swelling is mostly in my legs now & feet are still swollen too. Sugar Bear is doing well, but is still pretty high up for this stage of pregnancy (she gets low then moves back up) & my cervix is still not really progressing (60% thinned). My back pain and fibroid pain are starting to be unbearable. I go back on Thursday and she will assess me & make a plan, she may take her at 38 weeks bcuz there may not be enough room for her to move all the way down; unless Aaliyah shows signs of wanting to come on her own then she will induce me at 38 Weeks. Right now leaning more towards a scheduled c-section.

I'm so depressed 😢