12dpo BFP to 14dpo BFN —> a moment of happiness

This is my story. Im 35, SO is 36, TTC since last year. Started in october, got pregnant right away. Had a miscarriage in january. Started TTC again in march.

3 days ago at 12dpo I took a pregnancy test, got a BFP. Happy but cautious as I’ve been pregnant before. My boobs where a little sore and I had some cramps. bbt was above coverline, for the last couple of days it had maintained the same number.

2 days ago at 13dpo I tested again. BFP was there but I thought it could be lighter. Went to the doctor, got blood hcg test done. Felt more cramps, some really bad ones.

1 day ago at 14dpo I tested again. Got a BFN. Couldn’t see much of a line. In a way I didn’t feel pregnant anymore. Boobs where not sore anymore. bbt dropped by 0.10, still above coverline. Still had some cramps. Got my blood tests later in the day, 8,21miu. Very low values. Cried a little because this happened again (not exactly the same but still).

Today. Haven’t gotten up yet, it’s 5am. bbt dropped waaay below coverline, AF should arrive today (I hope). I also made a doctor appointment, I want to see what he can tell me.

I’m sad but trying to stay positive because this is a reassurance that I can get pregnant. I just hope soon I can keep being pregnant too.