my baby was due March 20th 2019. but I think I'm having trouble with the pregnancy and that it is coming to a end. my feelings are all over the place and I cant maintain composure. my eyes are swollen from crying at the thought of what's going to happen and I just dont understand. I'm trying to be logical with this but my heart hurts. im having severe pain in my back and im spotting very frequently. My hcg levels are at 57 and don't look promising. And im trying to cope with the idea that my baby is leaving me but. it hurts. I never thought I would go through this and it hurts that I am. I pray I fall asleep soon cause my eyes and head hurt so bad. I can feel the depression setting in.