Boyfriend not interested in me anymore

Clariza

Me and my boyfriend have been going threw a rough patch lately and it’s hard to even admit it to myself and I have no one to talk to about it. When we first started dating everything was awesome, mostly the sex. Two years later I feel like he’s not interested in my body anymore. Being in a relationship I have gained some happy weight and feel maybe if that’s it...the only time he gets hard if we haven’t done it in awhile and at that point we have sex but other times he doesn’t. I can stroke him till he’s rock hard but that’s it. He won’t take it further than that, he won’t touch me or even say anything. Just now he was playing and fingering me for a good 15 minutes and he was soft and I had a major break down. I already suffer from depression and always been hard on my body as it is and this just crush me. He always tells me that he’s thinking to much about pleasing me but doesn’t have a problem if it’s been 2 weeks without sex. My heart is seriously breaking here...please help