No ultrasounds

Am 9 weeks pregnant, I went to see my docs a few days ago and they said all the blood test and etc was good (thank god) so I don't have to have an ultrasound until October. But really why that long I would love to see my baby and also I have a hemorage and its a medium size one and my docs said i shouldnt worry about it but aren't they soppouse to check that out as well seenifbit went away or whatever am so frustrated :( I think waiting until October is ridiculous am about to just go to the hospital and tell them am in pain so I can get an ultrasound ugggggg