Today....

Today would be my best friends 21 birthday. She died almost 8 years ago in a car crash. The other driver was texting and driving and ran right into her seat. She died on impact, breaking her back in 3 places and her neck. She was 13. Today has felt awkward and I didn’t want to leave my bed. I know it was 8 years ago... I should be over it by now, but I just can’t seem to. Now it is 11 at night and I am sitting on my roof listening to songs that remind me of her. Her and I used to always sit on her roof and just talk. I could really use one of those talks with her right now.